I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. ~Charles Dickens

I don't know if it's the weather or maybe the LACK OF SLEEP that has me in this state of fatigue today...argg!  I want so badly to maintain the same level of...well...I don't know...mother, wife, friend that I was before I had Caleb, but am realizing every day that it's not a realistic goal...at least not right now.  Nathan has been very understanding and has helped out lots (I love that man!) and Keilan has adjusted quite well (I think he likes the increased TV watching! ), but I feel like I need to be/do more...there I go again setting unrealistic standards for myself.  I am learning what it means to REALLY rely on God's strength and patience EVERY DAY!