So, some of you may already know that I spent the night in the hospital last night. Sunday evening I had some bleeding (not cool when you're pregnant!) and the doc wanted to keep my in for observation and have an ultrasound done in the morning to check out the placenta. Well, I was fairly stable throughout the night and by noon - notice I hadn't had my ultrasound yet! - I was getting pretty anxious to go home since I was feeling FINE! I finally did have an ultrasound at 3:30 and everything looks good. I was glad to hear that everything was fine - me and baby - but here comes the "much a do about nothin'" part...
Nathan flew out to Briercrest on Sunday am. Yup. Monday morning, he flew back. We had to decide late Sunday evening what he would do because there is only one flight out of Regina that flies east - ONE FLIGHT PER DAY! Isn't that crazy! Anyway, we decided he would come home because neither of us could bare to imagine how we would feel if something really was wrong and he wasn't here. I feel entirely responcible for adding stress to his already stressful life over what turned out to be nothing.
AND...my mom was supposed to fly home Monday morning and ended up cancelling her flight so she could stay with Keilan...and take care of me!
Again...guilt for being an inconvenience.I am so blessed to have people who love me and care about me...but right now, the guilty feeling is winning!
